went out for whole day again ytd.. didnt go orchard in the end coz they were too tired.. went to visit relatives instead.. den came back, bathe, went out in dad's car again.. took them to esplanade.. lau pa sat.. dunman.. airport.. by then it was v late.. and dad still suggested driving through orchard.. ok.. haha.. so by the time we reached home it was 12.30.. and we sat down ate peanuts and drank ice wine.. omg its nice man.. so sweet! haha.. slept at 2 in the end..
slacked the whole of today away.. drank again.. wah rox man.. haha.. guess wad.. i still havent started work yet.. and i only finished and sent the testimonials today.. oops.. haha..
It's something Mystical
Saturday, May 28, 2005
withers away @ 11:18 pm
hoho.. its time for an update..
ytd.. last day of sch which didnt feel like one at all.. had meeting with vincent, cheng liang, flo and mr koh till 6+ about the camp.. guitar meetings 3 days in a row for a minimum of 2h each is no joke.. guess wad.. im meeting the guys on thurs before spa too.. *faints* ky wants a meeting abt the camp coz we still have stuff unsettled.. hope they can join us for the meeting on thurs.. if not will have another meeting!! argh.. haha.. its only a 2D1N camp and we're dying liao.. its tough organizing a camp.. haha..
oh yes i went to watch touch rug comp too! haha.. didnt get to see the last round though.. had to go home.. congrats ppl!! u all were so cool playing touch! haha.. i nearly forgot that i had to pick up my relatives from m'sia.. my auntie and my uncle's sis.. haha.. after we picked them up we actually went for a little shopping at jurong pt before the place closed.. hoho
today.. shopped the whole day.. gosh.. but it was fun.. auntie saw a pig soft toy and she was actually so excited as though she as a young child.. she has a huge obsession over pigs.. haha.. bought 3.. haha.. and i helped her take a photo with the whole shelf of pigs.. haha.. oh yah we were eating and eating non stop too.. im damn full now.. coz we came home and ate more.. icecream, peanuts and beer.. hoho.. sorry mb my house no more alcohol left i think.. haha.. drank red wine ytd.. oh only left one can.. but will prob finish tml.. haha..
tml.. going to shop again.. bringing them to orchard.. coz my mum will get lost there.. haha.. they're going back on mon morning.. den i'll have to start mugging liao.. oh bea's coming on tues! haha.. we just decided.. yeah! gotta discman again.. a working one that is.. spoilt one is still at home.. sorry pin.. haha..
a month.. i just want to mug in peace..
It's something Mystical
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
withers away @ 11:28 pm
had guitar meeting today.. the camp stuff is still quite messy.. bleah.. had to spend some time clearing up the stuff.. but haha i found my juniors crazy man.. ok lah only two actually.. elizabeth and jiening.. ultimate ip gals man.. they actually intend to push me into the pond during the camp! wad the.. haha.. not only me.. ky and amy too.. and they actually stalked me out of sch! haha.. i wanted to go toilet to escape them and they went in too.. o.O and they splashed water in while i was in the cubicle.. my gosh haha.. can u imagine.. they are juniors that i've only met for the 2nd time! haha.. oh well but they may not be able to go coz they got star programme.. bleah..
have another guitar meeting tml.. with ms ng.. and i gotta get those testimonials out man..
It's something Mystical
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
withers away @ 11:16 pm
didnt blog for some time again.. didnt really know wad to blog abt.. well.. nothing much abt the long weekend.. slacked most of the time.. went out with barney and joanne on sunday to get casie's present.. i want a pw grp outing!! bleah i wonder how long we've been talking abt this man.. and we still havent got the chance to take grp photo/neoprint! hoho.. but we having class outing.. erm.. someone bring camera! haha..
today was crap.. operated on monday timetable.. double gp! plus bio extra lesson at the end.. gosh.. bleah.. last wk of sch.. but doesnt really feel like it.. at least there are nice stuff to look forward to in the first 2 wks of hols.. class outing! yeah!!! guitar camp!! hoho.. well seriously i dun really care abt the turnout anymore.. i just want to get the proper programme out and stuff.. hoho.. of coz more ppl go better lah.. but i guess if ppl really dun wanna go its no point forcing them to.. that's why im sick of persuading ppl to go liao.. haha..
i just hope everything will turn out ok.. nothing unexpected.. nothing.. pls.. im afraid of the unknown, just like everyone is.. im no different..
wo bu ying gai dui ni you ren he xia xiangjiu ren ping ni wu zhi wu jin de su shuoyou used to be like an angel, but now a devilduo can ku de xiao huawo tao li wo leng jing bu xia laiying xu zhi di by f.i.r.
It's something Mystical
Friday, May 20, 2005
withers away @ 11:12 pm
went to toa payoh sports hall to watch bball matches.. looking and cheering for the hci gals team just brings me back to the time when we were in the same place cheering for our own ny team.. well its the same ppl.. haha.. hci gals thrashed vj.. it was so obvious right from the start.. and huijing rox man.. haha.. sorta miss watching her play actually.. until today when we saw her play again.. hoho.. whenever she's not playing barney would keep on saying "hey no. 10 quick go down and play leh" haha.. damn funny..
the guys match was really exciting.. it was a damn close fight.. but tj pia-ed more in the end.. so they won.. but well.. not much feelings for the guys team lahz.. realized i never really watched a guys match till today.. hmm haha..
felt like i became a ny gal all over again today.. haha.. maybe i have never stopped being a ny gal.. ny has indeed a great impact on me.. im sure i'll still be proud to tell ppl im from ny in future.. be it 10 or 20 yrs down the road.. hoho.. ny rox!
wo shi zhong dai zhe ni ai de wei xiaoyi lu shang xun zhao wo yi shi de mei haobu xiao xin dang lei hua guo zui jiaojiu yong ni wo guo de shou mo diaozai duo de feng jing ye cong bu ting kaoyi xin zhi xun zhao wo yi shi de mei haoyou xie ren shuo bu qing na li haodan jiu shi shei dou ti dai bu liaoyi shi de mei hao by zhang shao han
It's something Mystical
withers away @ 12:10 am
taking time off to relax abit before going back to work.. sianz..
ytd was sports meet.. slacked around with the gang.. our class came in 4th in the 4X100m relay.. u all did great! haha.. considering we have no trackers at all and we are competing against trackers lah.. well it was really a damn slack afternoon.. but still got tired.. and fell asleept without doing any work..
didnt go keming today.. went delta to support the hockey team.. lost but good job! hoho.. rained damn heavily.. me and mb waited for rain to stop.. could have left earlier but.. due to some unforseen circumstances.. haha.. we were delayed.. unfortunately..
basically u can see that i've been slacking and not doing any work, which explains why im still trying to do work at this hour.. haha.. should continue doing bio essays now..
not seeing it makes it non-existent..?
It's something Mystical
Monday, May 16, 2005
withers away @ 11:34 pm
hmm i'd say college day went ok.. woke up early in the morning to go pin's hse to watch jay's incomparable.. it rox man.. wish i could see more times of it but.. bleah.. haha..
den went to sch for prac.. our last prac.. slept all the way there.. whenever i woke up i found my head on mb's shoulder haha.. my hair tickled her haha.. coz i didnt tie it up.. was late but as usual realised that they havent started prac yet.. we were really slacking coz there was plenty of time.. ate dinner pretty early.. didnt really do anything else anymore.. went to report with ky and met quite a lot of ppl along the way.. barry tan thought we were in dance o.O haha.. waved to ms lim too haha.. bleah.. but we were sorta late to go to backstage.. whitby was screaming at us and we ran there.. by the time we were in backstage guzheng was already on stage.. haha.. i realized i forgot to take off my watch.. had to leave it in yiyun's pants pocket.. haha.. we couldnt really settle down after that.. guess it affected our performance.. but i think we sounded better than all the rehearsals.. though we thought we didnt play that well, ms ng and mr koh said we did well.. doink.. mb said granada was ok but brazilian street dance was a total mess.. we didnt think it was.. shiwei played some stuff wrongly but timing wasnt off leh.. so we were guessing its prob the mics.. nothing to do with pa though.. just the way the mics picked up the sounds and stuff.. oh yah sanjay screwed up his solo! gosh.. haha..
but still, i dun really care abt how others think abt our performance.. we are of a gold standard and we know it ourselves.. haha.. so we were still pretty high when we went back to the container to record our playing.. mr koh brought the stuff to let us record.. he brought his drum sticks too haha.. took photos.. gave ms ng and mr koh the presents we bought.. hoho..
forgo guitar grp and class dinner to go out with the gang! haha.. its been a long long time since we went out like that to eat and slack.. really enjoyed myself.. stayed in kfc till it was going to close.. haha.. friends are always the nicest ppl to be ard with.. :)
It's something Mystical
Friday, May 13, 2005
withers away @ 11:44 pm
ytd's the last day barry tan taught us.. quite sad actually.. guess coz he taught us for relatively long.. for a relief teacher.. 3 wks.. after he finished going thru the tutorial and went on his "farewell speech", we could all see that he was going to cry.. or maybe he did cry but just blinked his tears away.. me and nan were like praying and hoping that he wun cry.. oh we took photos too! actually he still acts like a student.. well he's just 2 yrs older than us.. oh and yunying is teaching us on tues.. haha..
tml's college day.. the last time we're going to perform tgt.. i know i'll miss guitar pracs man.. same for ky.. we've been talking abt this.. and both of us feel quite sad coz cca's gonna end officially though there's still camp.. cant help but look back.. the long winding road we've travelled tgt.. thanks to everyone for the memorable journey.. and now lets end it well.. by playing our best tml.. though the hall acoustics just absolutely sucks esp for an instrument like guitar.. 30+ ppl.. its ok we'll make it through..
oh tml we're going pin's hse.. incomparable..
bleah unfortunately im still pms-ing.. im sorry.. its been a sucky week.. and today's a sucky day too..
ba ai fang kaiba shou fang kairu guo ni de xin yi bu zaiba ai fang kaibu zai deng daini de wen rou shi yi pian kong baiba ai fang kaiba xin fang kaizhe ci wo jue ding zou chu hui yi chong laijiu rang wo che di de shangzai che di de xing guo laizhong yu ming bai ai yi bu zaicong jin yi hou zai ye mei you shen me neng qu yi laiwo hai you shen me qi daiba ai fang kai by f.i.r.
It's something Mystical
Monday, May 09, 2005
withers away @ 10:54 pm
have we lost it again
did we even get it back in the first place
or was it only a futile attempt
why have i suddenly become so insecure again
where is the faith i'm supposed to have
why do i always think there's something wrong
or am i the one with something wrong
or am i just pms-ing ><
feeling threatenedyet not knowing what to do to defend what i call my own
It's something Mystical
Saturday, May 07, 2005
withers away @ 11:14 pm
oh wells ytd was hell man.. college day tech run.. oh wells.. whitby is scary.. well i think i knew it frm ms ng when she told me we MUST not be late if not she wun wanna be there to listen to the scolding.. got quite scared when i saw how he scolded some grps.. lucky we didnt get scolded.. couldnt really screw up anyway since we all came out frm the back stage when the curtains were drawn.. haha.. and after everyone was dismissed we had to stay back coz we needed to settle stuff like lighting and sitting arrangement with the stage crew and pa.. the chairs were like so squeezy i could see the whole grp trying to not hit ppl with their guitars haha.. the guys didnt even know where they could put their guitars lah.. haha.. and we had to wait for the band to finish settling their stuff first.. gosh.. and we were all hungry.. no more food in vending machine.. rox lahz.. but we entertained ourselves by playing the guitar and singing along.. haha..
oh yah i must mention this man.. 2 items before ours, we were waiting outside the hall waiting to go into the backstage.. me and ky couldnt decide whether to let the grp stand or remain seated after the brazilian st dance ppl finish playing.. oh btw its a nice piece! haha.. so ky wanted to ask wenhao.. but he couldnt really hear or smth.. so she pointed at him and said stop moving.. and he literally stopped moving with both his hands up in the air, holding his footstool somemore.. he had such a comical look on his face me and bea just couldnt stop laughing.. haha.. and when i turned back to look at him he was still at that same position.. gosh haha.. damn funny..
well by the time i reached home ytd it was alr 10+.. ate dinner.. bathe.. 11.. rox lah.. damn tired.. and i think its going to be the same for the whole of next wk.. best sia.. i think it'll just end up like pre-syf period lidat.. and guess wad.. mon's half day but we haf prac.. well i think we need it.. coz wed is full dress and our granada sorta sux after not playing for a wk or so.. haha.. it sounded terrible when we were still in CA3, our holding area.. guitars not tuned.. sounded like shit haha.. so we need the mon prac lahz.. sian diao.. but really i think im going to miss guit pracs after college day.. will haf interaction with the j1s after that still until we hand over in july.. but still.. oh wells i guess guitar has already become part of my life.. heez:)
It's something Mystical
Thursday, May 05, 2005
withers away @ 2:50 pm
its been a long time since im online.. oh wells.. lets update..
we had a treat frm ms ng and mr koh on mon! hahaz.. though mr koh was sick and didnt come.. MARCHE!! hohoho.. we had lots of fun.. and not forgetting lunch time entertainment by shiwei and wenhao.. haha.. enjoyed myself but got really tired and didnt want to do any work when i went home haha..
well i expected ytd's prac to be chaos.. and indeed it was.. all thanks to me.. oh wells.. and i think i pissed mr koh off.. oops.. haiz.. nvm.. haha..
oh yah congrats to joan and cyn!! hoho.. choirs rox man..
well today's just another day.. but next wk is going to be hell.. actually starting frm tml.. college day rehearsals.. and there's still alot to do for guitar.. maybe im glad that my term isnt coming to an end so soon.. can organize more stuff with exco for the yr 1s! hahaz.. i think im just mad nvm..
her songs rox..
I cannot find a way to describe itIt's there insideAll I do is hideI wish that it would just go awayWhat would you doYou do if you knewWhat would you doChorusAll the painI thought I knewAll the thoughts lead back to youBack to whatWas never saidBack and forthInside my headI can't handle this confusionI'm unable come and take me awayI feel like I'm all aloneAll by myself I need to get around thisMy words are coldI don't want them to hurt youIf I show youI don't think you'd understand'Cause no one understandsChorusI'm going nowhere on and on andI'm getting nowhere on and on and onI'm going nowhere on and on and off and on and off and onChorusTake me awayBreak me awayTake me away take me away by avril lavigne